stress stress stress stress stress

where to begin....im so stress that i can't even bring myself to yell and curse on my blog=.=.....
its freaking me out already....
we're closing in to the finals of this sem and i have loads of band to help...
my own band is having practices everyday around 9 pm onwards..
and not to mention other bands that im helping needs slots to squeeze in practice time with them...
then there's pips with jury too r freaking out coz i cant find time to practice with them...
and i have not been sleeping well for the whole week already...
always reaching home around 1 sleeping at 2+...

cant find time to practice my piano and practical exam's are closing in too...
feel so guilty and sorry for my teacher coz i cant do it properly even after so many lessons on just the freaking exam piece...
and my scales and sight reading...aiks...u get what i mean...

and not to mention being the victim of other ppl's tantrum...
grow up for christ's sake....so what if you're stress????
so what if you have a lot of band to help???
dont keep giving me all the grumbling and complaining...
u dont have to tell the whole world...
i might be close to you but that doesn't mean that i can always stand your attitude and tone of communication....
at least be a little responsible and understanding...

im even having my japenese exams tomolo which im thinking of postponing...
then there's this freaking song writing final assignment which is due next tuesday and i haven't even started..
i cant even have a decent meal at the proper time...
aiks....feel like just locking myself in the room and have some time of my own